sweeetpie! (:

sorry, aint what it seems.

2009-04-06T17:41:00.003+08:00

right~
i decided to post this post using black fonts.
original,
nice,
easy to read.

hms, jst came back after some suki at punggol plaza with liangjie.
din wna come home so early,
but had nothin much to do,
like seriously.
had many things in mind,
yet very hard to fulfill.

have this sudden urge of strawberry shortcake.
hahs,
its never gna be delivered to my doorstep anymore.
i know your trying your best now,
but giving up in a way.
i know its all me ,
but why does it have to end in such a way?
i need awhile,
its me,
i know.

you , you, you and you.
so many yous in my mind.
which you is the real you?
a you is dedicated ,
a you is hard to understand,
a you is insecure,
and a you is one i missed.
sooooo,
what fuck?
arghs.
i jst thought if i aint so fickled minded,
or so paranoid in a way,
(but not as joh is) oops.
NO OFFENCE.
hahs.
i might have jst settled down with a you,
and live my happily ever after fairytale.
am i not right?

LIANGJIE WOULD AGREE. (:
hongguo would too.
and so does johanna THE GREAT ( hope this would make it all up)
so does honey wendy or royston.
or rather august, darren.
hahs, random. x=

missed the old times.
so what,
time can never be turned back,
like as much as you want.
still NO. ):

soooooo,
some regretted being with their loved ones before,
but have you ever asked yourself,
why do i love him/her in the first place?
and dedicate myself to him/her.
like, when you know you two are bound to break up in the end,
why try?
why had you cry when you quarrelled, so terribly.
because, love is unpredictable.
you might say, i regretted.
but what about the lovely moments , or the wonderful times?
aint that meant to be sweet memories?
what happens to the time, you fell, hurt yourself,
and there a hand is out for you to reach for.
soooooooooo,
breakup,
moved on.
you should be happy for each other tht you both moved on right?
like, not getting on your nerves anymore.
hurting the other party is a way to show tht your jealous,
unhappy,
feeling unstable about the other party's life.
or its jst you to do things this way.
hms, chilll peeeeps.
jst wish each other happy,
and farewell! (:
solves the problem, fast and easy.

baby,
im sorry.
i loved you.
but what lies ahead is one obstacle.
a maze.
solve this puzzle before you say you love me.

goodbyes; harder than it seems.

2009-04-05T16:21:00.002+08:00

hms,
yesterday went cine,
supposedly to eat sakura,
but yet it was fully booked.
so ended up eating some koufu.
and went k garden.

enjoyable moments never last.

was suppose to find the S.A.M machine
august told me theres one at serangoon garden.
so went there with no worries,
to find tht its actually the AXS machine. ):
and there goes my o levels for this year.

funny, aint it?
hahs, re taking at such an awesome year.
right~

jst in case my years in poly jst dont end,
and diploma jst dont come.
i got to do some preparations though.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

forever love?
hahs, it never existed.
i guess.

gooodbyes are really hard,
cant bear to,
but yet,
sorrys are even harder.
you were once my fairytale,
my forever love,
my love,
my life.
i dont know what i'll do without you.
but now,
i got to learn to go without you.
learn to live without you by my side.
waiting use to be familiar.
but not anymore.
you use to be here always,
even on rainy days,
you'll be here.
and now, not even a word.
no misses, no cant bear to, no nothing.

i guess, im at fault,
and yet ive been so stubborn and ridiculous.
we jst might not be meant to be.
people says,
its not worth it.
but yet, i refuse to listen.
and now,
ends up in such awful state.
dirty mess.

whatever.

i'm getting on with my life without you,
jst fine.
please, let me go.

i hate seeing you happy without me,
selfish, i know.
yet, i dont deserve anything.
missedyou.

dynj, loves.

warms the heart.

2009-03-31T22:54:00.002+08:00

hehs, woke up like super early today. ):
but I'M SICK. )):
soooooo sick sick sick!

hms,
but benefits were awarded too! (:
my lunch, my favourite cake, some herbel tea
were delivered specially to my doorstep.
heeeeeeeeeees.
thanks sweeeet! (:

but my sickness aint getting better though. x=
help help help!
ANYONE?!

hms,
stayed at home for the past 2 days.
was wondering about saving money issues.
my goal's to save up to 5 k by end of the year.
which is apparently, impossible,
with my large spending for this whole,
"10 weeks" of holidays.
which is apparently, almost 3 damn months.
and to add on,
i'd not been going to school for the past semester,
so tht makes my holidays, about a whole damn year,
plus many months, & days counting.

and sooooo,
its april fool's day tmr,
and tht means, 20 more days to go.
until school officially starts.
arghs,
new classmates, new facis, new classrooms, new year. new modules! ):
its turning me off.

anyways,
i'm having this whole load of stuffs in my mind tht i got to shop!
lols,
and of course a whole load of matters to be looked upon.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhs.

a cake
melts the heart,
eased the pain,
livened the spirit.
thanks lovely. (:

2009-03-30T18:52:00.001+08:00

Staring at the glass in front of me
Is it half empty?
Have I ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that and you will see
That I'll do better
I know, baby I can do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I somehow managed to
Sweep you off of your feet girl
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do
But I'll do better
I know, baby I can do better

please,
stay close, dont go.

stay close, don't go.

2009-03-30T18:41:00.002+08:00

hahs, right now.
at this exact moment.
i'm siting on bed, having a damn flu,
which is never going away.
and, apparently, coughing like theres no tmr.
and yes, I'M SICK. ):

mood's down,
health's down,
breaking down. ):
ARGHS.

2009-03-19T00:50:00.003+08:00

soooooooo,
people always say,
there will always be a rainbow after a storm.
if your lucky, it would be jst one whole stretch right infront of your eyes.
if your not so, mayb it might jst be sort of fading away.
or, it might jst be a clear sky with mr sun coming out .

hms, rainbow can be very beautiful, but yet it comes out only after a terrible storm.
its jst like how people gooooo,
when couple understand each other more,
often is due to after some terrible quarrels or some pathetic situations.
that they actually bond well, and sweetness actually bloomssss.

but still, got to go through so manymanymanymany things.
sickkkk~

nvmmmmm,
life~

how boringggggg.

went to plaza with nothing in mind,
and went home with loads of things crumbling up.
jumbling like fuck. ):

hms,
so what is it about people tht attracts people to people.
okays, seems complicated.

nvm, im soooo jumbled up right now,
why cant you jst make things clearer to me. ):

imissyou,
missedyou so much.
but yet,
i dont know what am i to you.
):

2009-03-16T11:46:00.002+08:00

hms,
finally!
5 whole days are over!
hahs,
had been working like hell in the it fair. x=

and, have decided to work in the shop though,
but not very sure whether they would accept me or not.
many things happened,
and retribution came, and went.

lols,
she might just be a girl that's captured your heart,
because of her, appearance, her beauty, her sweetness.
or rather, she might just had been there for you,
for the pass 5 days.
you might think you 2 could work out,
but no,
she's not even abit interested in you,
rather than you not interested in her.
what a day.
so eventually, you came back.
having this life contradiction.
which is incorrigible,
i believed you at first, and yet you took my trust for granted.
you made a scene,
you were angry.
so what? aint others too?
you thought, my heart can be played,
can be easily soften just by a few words, a few expression.
but no,
im not.
i was too stupid to even believe it might be a misunderstanding in the first place.
and so, you asked her out, and yet denied.
but still admitted.
if you want to why not just admit in the first place?
oh, now i get it.
she rejected you, and you didtn want to cause misunderstandings between us.
but if she agreed, you will be so different.
am i not right.
hahs,
LIFE.

reality~
all those words,
were all just a contradiction to defend yourself,
you dont bother about me being utterly hurt.

hahs,
chilllllll~!
i'm having my new life,
so happy, without you in it.
so, go on, see who would be the right one for you.
good luck,
but a word of advice.
not all girls can stand the way you handle things.

(: (: (:

and i missed chelsea!

hahs,
what a wonderful 5 days. (:

a dramatic night.

2009-03-12T01:06:00.004+08:00

my loveliest. (:

arghs! ):
mabel's in a very bad mood today.

like seriously,
whats so good about pursuing something that you wont ever get.
what the fuck is wrong with people nowadays!
hms, i seriously am very disappointed with certain people,
and yet have different emotions all jumbled up.
kinda weird, yet crazy.

can i like know, what the fuck is wrong with me?!

i hate not knowing what to do at a certain point,
hate guessing what others would think,
hate not taking control of situations and get totally and i mean TOTALLY lost in it.
ahh!
recently, ive been up to such situations.
arghs.

and at this point,
" why do all good things come to an end?"

i wonderrrrr.

hms,
august ong is going into army like, a few hours later from now,
and joh's gna miss him like mad,
and we are toooo.
andddd, i guess people are having fun in liangjie's.
anddddd, went to drink abit.
andddddddddddddd, cried like a fucking retard.
andddddd, THERE'S STILL WORK TMR. )x

bad mood,
bad mood,
bad mood!

i wonder if its the every month thing,
thats making me so damn unstable.
dotsssss.

at this point in time,
i've got several wishes in mind.

1) i wish august would be taken very good care of, and be safe in camp,
and joh not thinking too much about several things.
2)i wish, wendy and royston, our love birds would remain as loving as ever.
3) i wish, mingkang would be more INITIATIVE. lols.
4) i wish, liangjie would let me punch him.
5) i wish, hongguo would still be the sensible guy, that we can always count on.
6) i wish xuanming would be happy, (: stay cheerful as ever.
7) i wish chanel will stay as pretty!
8) i wish you will be there for me always, no matter what.
9) i wish xiaojie would be able to satisfy his needs~ lols.

arghs.
nvmmmmmmmmmmm.

hms,
miss you.
adios`

2009-03-11T01:06:00.003+08:00

alright, found this very very very random picture,
tht totally's my feelings right about now.
hahs, derive it yourself. (:

hmssssssssssss,
so damn long never post le.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees, (:

hmsssss,
so boring nowadays,
no interesting news or rather inspirational speeches to, well,
post about.
anyways,
i'm just wondering, what is love all about?
hahs,
i've thought of it , and blogged about it before.
but still,
it seems to be a mystery.
so complicated, so unrealistic.
fantasies, dreams, fairytales, REALITY and so on.

we're living in a world full of realities,
and full of hurt.
somebody once told me,

" when you're in love, your opening yourself to get unnecessary hurts."
by : johanna the great!
LOL.

anyways, love is all about sacrificing something for another.
this point, i doubt so.
its more of a willing thing, than a logic thing though.
like, if you love someone,
you'd be more than willing to do something for the other party.
like, supposedly.

hmsssssssssssss,
terrible and incorrigible, complicating.
arghs.

recently,
my friend, had this relationship problem,
and is damn annoyed yet, crazy over it.
hms, so what for being crazy, when your annoyed.
what for being annoyed when your crazy?
hahahas,
________ > > waiting for joh to give me the correct word.
LOL.

and sooooo,
life still goes on. hahs.
unfortunately, for people who dont cherish things before them,
might end up losing certain precious, that they treasured.
hahs,
but so what,
life goes on. (:

bleahs,
ohyahs,
and i saw this rather random post of a person's blog.
LOL,
he wrote a song.
it was suppose to be very sweet,
and it eventually is.
however, jst a couple of mistakes though,
but still, not bad.
hahs, random~

sooooooo,
good luck people! (:
i'm going to it fair to work tmr!
hahahahas,
and neeed to wake up like, 7?!
arghs.

ttfn~

2009-01-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

hm, since my font is wayyyy too small,
as PEOPLE complaint.
i shall try a bigger one. =D

mm, soooooooooo fucking bored at home!
i'm now currently AT HOME on a friday night,
arghs.
while people are DRINKING AT BOAT QUAY,
or slacking through.
hms, went royston's house in the evening,
and down to plaza,
then watched them play pool,
and went to have this "reunion" dinner of us!
LOL,
but sort of a goodbye to royston dinner.
HES GOING BANGKOK TMR.
and i'm sooooo so so gna miss him! ):

new year's coming,
and,
din shop much.
boringggg,
dn have much feel for this new year. x:

hms,
i guess i'm not much of an importance to you.
but,
thanks for everything.
you were there when i needed you the most .
and,
imissyou. ):

2009-01-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

hms,
soooooo,
yayyyy!
HAPPY ENDINGS for everyone.
yet, it all went back to the start.

what is love actually,
fairytales,
honey bunnys,
chocolates,
roses,
kisses,
sex?!,
fun,
joy?

DEFINE LOVE!
i jst cant.

you said you love me,
but yet it ends up in jst a mere hallucination.
you said you never give up,
yet, it all started right from the top.
you said you never wna leave me,
yet what you've been showing tells it all.
everything you said,
it aint coming true.
me never expecting true love,
but yet just you.
soooo,
what am i to you?

hahs, jst a random thought of mind.

hms,
i'm in love!
am i?
or could it be jst a one sided issue.
hmmmmms,
maybe, or not.

people are trying so hard to get what they want,
but still easily throw them away,
once they got it.
so is "cherish" tht word to use?

all you want is me,
jst me me me .
but, have you ever thought,
why?
because you love me?
ask yourself again.

jst gna end here,
with this damn stupid post.
its all jst a VERY random thought of mind.

LOVESYOU ALL.

honeyhoney!
i still love you no matter what. (:
MISSYOU,
likeeeeeeeee,
super super super
incredibly loads.

2009-01-18T11:44:00.003+08:00

hehs, =DDD

I'M BACK TO BLOGGING AGAIN! (:

jst changed my blogskin though.

anyways,

yesterday,

WENT FOR SOME STEAMBOAT! =D

wahahahhas.

andddd wendy honeyyyy got me my CHRISTMAS PRESENT!

mygod, i soooooooo love her like!

it's a burberry perfume; WEEKEND. =D

hehs,

and gratsss to all the newly couples,

or rather, many many happy endings! (:

i loveeeeeeee you honey!

2008-12-07T10:52:00.004+08:00

ohhhhhhmy! =DDD
i had a damn wonderful day yesterday! (:
hehs, DADDY BOUGHT ME A HANDPHONE!
lol!
and my very lucky hand got him thissssss! E61i.
ers, not very sure of how to use it, but it cost 600BUCKS!
hahahas.

we went to this roadshow at taka for starhub,
and i bought f480! for like, 200 bucks?
hahas, and signed up for the powervalue plan or something.
then TIME FOR SOME LUCKYDIP.
and ive got 2 triessss, first! i got a 20 bucks heeren voucher,
then, E61I! lols!
soooooooooo happyyyyy!
hahas, i think my dad should give me some privilege on being so luckyyyy~
thennnnn,
went mall to meet johanna,
and got some snapshots using this new phone!!
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
=DD

currently, awaiting for a

MIRACLE

to befall on me. ):

2008-11-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

hms,
life is jst like a maze.
you got to think, and go around in circles before you get to the finish line,
to redeem yor prize.
cheats, hurts, thoughts are involve.
so what?
we got to get on with it.

i never wanted an ending, wthout even a start.
i never wanted you to be with another.
i never wanted you to swallow it all.
i never wanted all these.
so what?
who understands,
you dont.

soo, my fairytale dreams stuck.
i never got to continue.
im jst like sleeping beauty, awaiting for this kiss.
jst like, cinderella awaiting for her prince to find her with her glass shoe,
or snow white awaiting for tht charming to save her from the evil witch.
but,
princes, castles, horses, dreams were never meant to be for me.
i jst want you to be happy.
it makes me feel contented, satisfied.

i never realise,
how much i wanted you.
i missyou.

2008-11-19T23:11:00.004+08:00

hahs,
it was darling roystons bday YESTERDAY! (:
met wendy , went to town,
got roystons present,
then went town party world,
with many many! heeeeeeeeeees.
and got darling a wonderful chocolate cake,
but it wasnt tht much of an edible cake though.
august was showing his wonderful skills in cutting the smashed cake.
lol.
anyways, went hk cafe after tht to celebrate roystons bday.
and went arcade.
john got me this very nice mickey mouse. (:
THANKYOU!

heeeeeeeeeeeeees.

hope darling had a nice bday. (:

LOVESYOU! =D

2008-11-18T01:26:00.002+08:00

hehs, back on blogging! (:
its 139am, and im blogging!
jst came home after drinking, celebrating my darlings birthday!
hms.
went clarke quay, settle my nails, and face this morning!
11 am , hahahs.
then, waited for royston, johnbaby! and hongguo to come over.
while i waited with rivysweeeetie, at the shop.
hehs.
and me and rivy bought the book ECLIPSE. (:
im searching for new moon! ):
then, went billy bombers! ate lunch. =D
hope darling like it!
and heres the PHOTOOOOS.

oops, bloggers down.
hahas.
shall blog the photos tmr!

hms, anyways,
i bought this nice guess wallet, and a mango top.
WAHAHHAS.
im aiming for more! heeeeeeeeees
and i wore my guess hoodie! =DD
wahahaahs.

RECENTLY,
i got sooooooooo in love with guess. LOL

anyways,
then, after certain shoppinggggs.
went to revzoneeeeeeeeeee.

and people who appeared!
JOHN, royston, hongguo, aldrin, matthias, andy, louis, juncheng, mingkang, liangjie, xuanming, and WENDY HONEY! ((:

hehs, drank, sang, played.
heeeeeeeeeeeees.

wellllll~
and finally,
PHONE RANG,
time to go home.

hahas. =D

2008-11-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhs. (:
woke up like super supr early this morninggggg.
hms, 8 am! x=
got woken up by my dear royston and HONGGUO!
siannnnnnnnnns.
bathed, and went to look for hongguo at hougang.
then went for some mac breakfast.
lolssssssssss.
and john only came like 945! x=
then, 161-ed to woodlands.
met royston, lennie, liangjie.
hehs.
then they went back to sch.
while me, royston, john and hongguo went party world!
LOLS.
damnnnnnnnn nice! =D
anddddddddddddddd,
took quite some picsss.
but i figured i only look quite okay in this! LOL.
=DDDDDDD

heeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

thats my dearrrrrrrrrrrrJOHN! (((((x

so longgggggggggggggggggggg ! =D

tmr im going TOWN! wahahhahas

haiyooooos,

cheeeeeeeeer up boy! :D

im sure she will never want you to be sooooooo ___

hms,

its all fated and written in this life journey of ours.

whts meant to be yours will eventually be yours,

but whats not, will never be.

soooooooo!!

dont dwell on it soooo much okays! =D

hahahhahas.

remember what you told me yesterday!

chheeeeeeeeer up! ((:

2008-11-01T01:17:00.003+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmms,
what a day to reflect alotttt on! ):

whyyyyyy!
must soooo many things happen in this year of 2008!
aint it suppose to be a lucky year?
but, people change,
things change,
everything change.
at this instant,
all the different motivations,
hard works,
the, togetherness.
the memories, the sweetness.
it all jst chnge at this split second.

anddddd now?
squares, triangles , rectangles.
all types of shapes appear like nobodys business,
in peoples life,
distrupting the peace they once had.
what for you blame others,
if you cant have what you want.
its for you to earn it,
if you want it.
aint it suppose to be this way?

NOTHINGS FREE IN THIS WORLD PEOPLE!

friendsss, family, moneyyyyyy, babyyyy!
it all seems to be part of peoples life,
but all problems occurring at this certain time of your life,
when whatever crisis are met.
its certainly ridiculous, incorrigible, horrendous! x=

whatever it is,
thats lifeeeee.
lalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaas. )x

honeyhoney.
love me,
hate me,
want me,
need me.
whatever it is, dont sentence me,
if you havent judge me.
why am i given not a chance to retaliate?
i really want to,
wish to,
need to.
but, yet,
nobody understands.
nobody bothers.

know how much you meantto me?
you meant the world to me,
guess how much ive been thinking of you.
its almost the every split second tht goesby.

i really want to love you,
be with you,
save you, risk it.
but, can i?
do you feel how much i feel for you,
before another word is said that cuts right through me?

i really need you, jst you.
but do i have the rights to keep you right beside me. .

):

mabels confuseeeeeeeeeeeee.

2008-10-31T13:16:00.001+08:00

hehs. (:
wendyyyyyyyyyyy said i m the apple of her eyes! =D
wahahahahs!
and she drew THISS!
lols! =D
LOVESYOU HONEY!
wahahahhs.

2008-10-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

arghs!

sooooooooooooooo bored! ):
hmmmmmms,
met royston darlinggggg, eat.
then plaza alll the wayyyyy~!

sian,
then went home with johnnnnnn.

ehhhhhhhs,
happy birthday stilllll to weiliang!
hahahas.

a few more moments of wonderful sweeeet 17!LOL
hope your wishes will be fulfilled eh?
hahs. (:

& i missssssssss wendyyyyy! )):

honey honey!
there are always times of ups and downs.
cheeeers, relax, and go!
everything will be jst right in the end.

lifes jst like a storybook,
with many characters, and many villains.
tinklebelllllls, mrs pot, melodyyy
all are jst a figment of our imaginationnnnnn.
x=

imisssyou,
i want you,
i need you.
so what?
eventually, all the missessss, the wantinggggs, the neeedingggs.
are all satisfiedddd.
AND?!
does it mean,
there will be no more loveeeeees?!

i guesss,
love is all about you , me & us?
but there are alwaysss,
rocks, mountains, trees, grassses.
blocking the long journey.
and sometimes,when some mountains come disturbing.
it might jst split people up!
going 2 different ways, and never turning back.
are this alll eventuaally what people want?
when initially,
there were all the loves yous, wantyous, never gna leaveyous.
and tht is the ending tht they want?

humannnnns,
are freaky creaturesss.
scaryyyyyy thoughts.
rumbleddddd heart.
arghs.

shes sooo confuseee,
sooooooo picky,
yet soooooo unattractive.
what rights does she have?!
slaps her, scolds her! x=
shes got a crush,
but shes thinking too muchhhh.
hates her, never wna know her!
but, its not her fault.
jst feelings mixedddd.
i hope shes alright,
wish tht shes fineeee.

lalallalallas.
stilll reflectinggggg on~

2008-10-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

heeeeeeeeeeeees! =D
today was a very NICE DAY!
spentttttt with my SWEEEETEST WENDY! =D
wahahahahhahs! (:

anyways, i woke up like damn early,
went to clarke quay central,
looked for angeline! heeees.
had facial, then some nail polishing.
and some HAIRCUT! LOL. (:
thennnnnnn,
went to some jap restaurant to eat.
wahs!
DAMN CHEAP LAHS! x=

hahas, and went to fareast laterrrrrr.
andddddd,
THISSSS! (:

AINT WENDY THE SWEEEEEEEEEEEETEST! (((((:
anddddddd, please tellll me tht picturesss NICE!
hahas,
because i put it right below , abit to the right side of my naval piercing!
hahahahhas. =DD

and,

HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY weilianggggg! =D

hahahahahhas.

2008-10-21T11:15:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms.
currently, : MABELS IN SCHOOL! x=
ohmyyyyy.
one in a million chance im actually blogging in schhhhhh~

arghs.
fcuked up,
screwed.

why are peopleeee always always always,
so heartlessss?
wth lors.
sometimes i really wonder,
people can really change like at this instant,
this split second!

but what to do?!
humannnnns are forever changing.
or why would technology advance?
yeaaaa,
and then, i would nt be blogging right now at this time.

hmsssssssss,
maybe its time for a chnge tooooo.
for me.
i need it soooooooooooooooo.
arghs.

honeyhoneyhoney! ):
where are you!?
i neeeeeeeeed a hug right now!

what happened to,
loveyous,
never wna leaveyous.
forever lovings.
happy familiessssss.
its all going down,
flushing down the toiletbowl.
its like,
each and everytym im flushing the toiletbowl, after certain business.
its jst like, im actually flushing every inch of my courage down.
my happinesss , my future.
but i cant jst not flush it, it will jst turn, dirty, smelly.
arghs.

right~
now lifes jst like a toiletbowl.

hmsssss,
more to reflect onnnnnnn.

2008-10-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

hms, current mooood : down & out. x=

todayyyyy went to work as usual.
no mood at alllll. ):

i need a hugggggg! ))x

2008-10-16T23:12:00.001+08:00

BOYFRIENDS ANGRY! ):

because i din mention about my wonderful boyfriend! x=
i've got this very very very WONDERFUL-EST boyfriend
name, ANDY TAN.

(:

SORRY BOYFRIEND!
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeyou! =D

2008-10-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmms.
as usualllll, skipped school. x=

siannnnnnnnnnnnnns.
woke up damn early,
then found out liangjie and royston not in sch too.
so went liangjies house.
royston was sleeping like a pig!

hmmmmms,
then lennie came,
they rock band-ed.
arghs.
its like one evryday routine to do so.

first, wake up
second, call royston or liangjie.
third, liangjies house.
fourth, rock band.

blahs blahs.
then, went to had some lunch.
and went back his house again.
stayed whole day!
then came the delicious dinner,
by my wonderful godmummy fiona. LOL
aka, liangjies mummy.
shes such an awesome mother! ((((((:

then, went home,
with my another godmummy linda aka roys mummy.
hahahahas.

here goes another wasted dayyyy. (:

anyways,
grats mabel!
your going sch tmr ! wahahaas. =DD

2008-10-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

hmmmms, sian.
what a day ! x=

skipped school again sia.
wtf wtf!
stupid mabel!

this time i got up!
but royston and liangjie did not want to go school.
ohwell.
i dont feel like going tmr tooo.
i figured out,since ive skipped many uts.
im going to jst do so again.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmms.

it has beeen like, 36 lessons,
and ive only been to like 6 or 7.
no uts attended.

i admittt!
IM SCREWED. x=

if i still dont get a fcuking motivation to go school,
im dead. ):
some one pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee help!

my lifes sooooo screwed.
upside down, inside out!

but, i seriously am jealous of people who actually enjoys their life!
ytd, went out with nikki.
shes like, the most xinfu girl ive everever ever met! x=
i am soooo jealous!
ENVYYYYYYYYYYYYS.
but what to do? ):

i should already be satisfied,
but why am i not?
what happen to the happy family ive got?
or the LOVE of my very wonderful life?
am i suppose to be satisfied to feel love?
i seriously cant get anything.

i should be.
ive got a full family.
mummy, daddy, korkor, meimei.
2 very gooooood friends.
royston and liangjie.
oneeeeeeeee best girlfriend.
diana.
a click of wonderful buddiessss.
and a sweeeet honey,
WENDY.

but, stillllll.
mabels still unhappy. ):
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
am i asking too much?

and i really wna let out my mind!
RIGHT HERE.
although its not my problem AT ALL.
but im really sad for people,
who cares deeply for the ones they love,
but what do the people do in return?
throws rubbish and shits.
wtf is this world coming to.

ive got loads of things in mind,
to REFLECT.
arghs.

solongggggg~

2008-10-13T10:26:00.001+08:00

heyooooooooooos! (:

i've yet created another blogggg! =DD
hahahahas, relink peopleeee!
hmssssss,
din go school again,
so decided to stay at home,
and ROT.

sooooo,
on my laptop,
decided to create another blog.
wahahahahas! (:

but,
thoughts ran through my mind, as usual, AGAIN.
all the what ifs , and buts.
how nice would it be without being so miserably asking questions of what ifs or buts.
have anybody thought of what life would be in the, 837462859153918375 year?!

being satisfied should be enough for now,
and i am soooo! (:
cept, he left me, alone.
jst hoping for the day, when he would jst turn around, stop, and maybe, miss me?
haas, wishful.

ohwelll, having great friendssss are wonderssss! =DD